On Thursday, January 26, the memorial of Coach Joe Paterno was held in the Bryce Jordan Center to be witnessed and attending by the public. In the span of 40 seconds, 17,000 tickets for the memorial were sold out by the general public. Fortunately for me, I was guaranteed a press pass to take photographs for Onward State. I dressed respectable for the ceremony in black trousers and a black v-neck t-shirt. I imagined as a photographer, the dress code wouldn't really pertain to me, but as a fan of Joe Paterno, I figured it wouldn't do me harm. But with the rain and high traffic of students trying to make their way to the BJC, I only wished I left three hours prior.
The press who were not stationary were only granted access to the left and right side of the court floor; not really giving many photo opportunities, especially with the Paterno family sitting dead center up front. Sue Paterno was the first to walk onto the court floor to be greeted with a thunderous applause by the audience. I was on the right side of the floor, squeezing my way through other photographers with their telephoto lens trying to get an image of Sue. I took about ten images of Sue and only one came out in focus. My initial reaction to seeing this photograph of Sue Paterno concealing her tears in a crowd of standing friends was "I got my money shot." It wasn't a second later that I was overcome by sadness to realized that Sue Paterno crying was my money shot. I was conflicted with cheering as any photojournalist would capturing the moment by the Penn State student who wanted to grieve with her. Either way, I knew this emotional image had to be shared with others.
Once uploaded onto the Onward State facebook page, "likes" kept streaming in and the photo flooded everybody's homepage. Never would I have imagined that this photograph would gather over 3,000 "likes" in the span of twelve hours. I have received various comments from fans thanking me for sharing this touching moment with them to people calling me a cold-hearted scumbag and demanded the photo to be taken down. But what those people who had negative feedback don't understand is that the Paterno's allowed the media access to the memorial, therefore, knew that multiple images would be taken of them. I was just the one of many trying to get this one shot. As far as I know, I am the only photographer with this shot. The reason for that is because I was surrounded by tall men; I was short and thin enough to squeeze in between them. One woman commented on this photo saying that the only reason I posted this was to get my name out there and that I was sick for doing it. With over 3,000 "likes," over 280 "shares," and about 40 retweets when I posted this on Twitter, I can only say that this honestly did get my name noticed.